hmm.. a rather emotional night... good morning all readers!! ^^
have you ever been cast into the shadows of yoour friends? have you not been acknowledged for your work? if you have, welcome to the club. i've been thinking about my life yesterday night regarding sec, poly life.. realized that i've never been acknowledged for my work.. it all started with the np soleil committee interview.. i've not been assigned to any post which means that i'm not selected whereas my friend is.. hmm.. not that it's a big ddeal but.. not exactly a very good feeling.. sec school i remembered one cme proj, cause my friend didn't do the work hence i initiated to do it since it was a drawing proj, i of course DIDN'T do a good job.. once i showed my friend my work, my friend was like.. showing disapproval.. of course anyone would be sad at that time hence i crushed my work and threw it away.. thus my friend approached another friend whose art is WAYYYY better than mine but luckily i've got a friend who actually supported me cause my that friend feels sorry for me i guess.. poly, i felt that i've never been acknowledged for my work.. everytime my work is been despised or so.. no one every pat me on the shoulder and say " good job ben".. oh! there's once when i was rewarded with that.. imagine coming april i'm gonna be yr 3 and yet only once.. i mean not that i want that but.. there's actually one who'd appreciate my work.. perhaps my friends are too shy or so but still, once.. how pathetic..

Off to chinese garden..! buzz off.. ~~