As usual,haf test today.Eng test.now i'm feeling realli giddy but my hw not yet completed.I felt so darn tired.No mood ta do hw but still mux endure and do it.I'm feeling realli realli giddy now.Sigh..I've decided ta go jc.Zaidy is rite,if u can take a shorter path,take it.Dun take the longer wan causing one more harm den gd...I feel..so.....giddy.....i think i'm dying..think too much liaox..how wonderful it is ta die early..no more troubles.no more studies and no more thinking.But my wish will nv be fulfilled..or can it be?i dun expect much..onli ta get well with someone soon and do well in my exams.My system shut off liaox..
The weekends are finally here!but i've darn loads of hw ta complete!Ahh!!i no need ta slp on saturday liaox lahx!sianx!!S.S focused test got 18 marks over 25!Hehe..A2!hahaha..quite happy sia..but den today veri tiring.Haix..nxt wk still mux stay back for dt!wail!!Not fair!sigh..finally like made my first speech contact with S.L.Surprising isn't it?J.T cant lahx..veri hard sia!well..aww well..i'm a loner wad..haix..
Today is a rather bad day i sae..um..had my chem class test and i dunnoe how ta do mani of the qns!!ahh!!die lahx!cham!!Den nvm lohx,after tt got class drill den i got see abt 2 of my frens look at bk when we aren't suppose ta do so!den i quite..perturb cos it's not fair ta those hu nv look at bk!Den i also dunnoe why the heck i like veri perturb.Kinda veri pissed off by their actions.i also dunnoe why i felt tt way cos it's their own matter but not mine.Haix..i think i'm going crazy.What if..i go crazy tml?or the day after tml?or..other days?what am i suppose ta do!?I jux feel veri..cramp..and everything in my mind is all fighting ta come out of my mind!I..feel like erupting!but..i nv..cos i dun wan..Again,i'm being labelled as being anti-social.Well,i nv took it ta heart cos i noe i'm anti social and also a loner.Alam kept like brainwashing me ta go jc.I wish ta go..but..what abt my frens?what if i cant cope?i wanna go University..but i'm scared tt i cant cope with jc life..and the studies..haix..once again,i feel so cold blooded.I'm colded blooded,void of any feelings...sigh..
today had ta wear tie ta sch.Sianx!!Hot manx!Chengster leaving veri soon liaox..haix..veri sad sia..dun haf ta be under wong!He's mad!SICK!uGh!!project still like tt lohx..veri sianx ahx..everydae stay back..lucky tml dun haf den tml buying brake pads for my bike!hehe!!Finally!tml vic birthday..hmm..wahaha..in case she sees this,happy birthday vic!
Today is sunday.I had my TKD classes today.As usual,rather boring but we tried squatting down but executing a jumping front kick.Well..um..kinda..difficult ba..quite lame also..haha..Still got folio have not do complete yet.Mux work backwards aka,cheat the moderator cos we did the project before the folio.Haha..hope they'll be taken in.Watch the part of kisa again..veri touching sia..veri veri nice!Thinking abt wad C.L. said abt my frens being heartless,i can't help but feel being the one who is cold blooded myself..haix..
Today is saturday.A day when most people will rejoice but not me or any of my sch frens.We haf Focused Test.It's rather sickening cos this morning it was raining and it is realli nice ta slp in!but i've ta go ta sch!UGH!So sickening!Maths paper todae..difficult like shit..cham liaox lahx!fail liaox lahx!nv finish somemore lehx!Sianx half ahx!Mux prepare tissue cry liaox..i'm dead this time..yeah,i think tt's abt it.more ta come!stay tune!
