Saturday, November 27, 2004
Tml tkd class,noe results i hope..haha..cant wait for it!!Gt myself a job...gonna haf money liaox!!Can buy prezzie for my frens liaox!!wahahaha!!Michelle went lv,vic went bk...haix..jon,kh,ter they all went malaysia..boo hoo hoo...i sho lonely!!!As usual,once a loner,always a loner.....hmmx..wadeva~!Actually i didnt feel the way i think i feel..confusing ehx?
haha..my mind is veri confused nw..a lot of things in my mind...hmmx..gundam,here i come!!!DarkEden veri fun manx!!mux play!!tt's it..bb..tc..cya..luv me,miss u and wadeva liu...haha..wadeva~!
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Oh,did i add tt i'm a FREAK?Dunnoe hw crazy i'm sometimes....i'm gonna ta go work...start searching on 25th..gt wan cleaner wan..50 bucks per day,on sat onli but den it's like nice lohx.....no nd toking...see lahx....
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Ytd O lvs finally ended..i'm free...I felt like a MORON!I gave chances ta ppl,all they did was ta throw it away and expect me ta gif it again,when i gave it again,they throw it away again!I DUN WAN ta be A LONER!I wan frens!I jux SOMEONE ta BE tHere when i ND eM!Someone i cld tok ta,someone hu cld share my joy and woes,someoe hu i can share my probs,someone hu can keep me accompany....I dun ask for much...I'm nt asking ta be famous,I'm nt asking ta be rich,ta be powerful,ta be influential..all i wan is a fren hu cld do those things.....all my frens are leaving me,one by one..i'm reverting ta my old self again-a loner.My best fren is gone.Everyone is great,smart,influential,extrovert.But I'm a BLOODY loner!True i had mani frens.....but I'm still a loner!Especially after graduation!It's me hu watch movie alone everytime..true i've frens hu cld watch with me but there are some movies they dun wanna watch!i laugh alone...u noe the scenario when i see ppl with frens,family sitting together laughing,smiling..while i'm there..all alone..laughing ta myself...playing with myself and no one came alone ta play with me..I dun wan this life!I dun wan ta be a loner!HU the HELL would uds wad i'm going through!Everyone has frens;great frens...All i wan is a fren hu cld do tt....I'm nt asking much......I cldnt share my joys and woes with my ex best fren cos....he doesnt support my decison at all!I dun wan ta be thrown ard like some unwanted goods..i dun wan ta be the center of attention,i jux wan a fren hu cld fulfil all those things tt i wan!He nv supports me even though he said he supports me..but deep in his heart,he doesnt...Y is tt so?concern like wad he said?i doubt it!he jux dislike it!MAnx,doesnt mean tt if he dislike it i mux dislike it too.I'M a HUMAN,nt a ROBOT!I've my own life ta live....I'm sick of ur manipulation......I nv gif u a chance?!Bloody hell,i gave u!i gave u mani mani chances but did u cherish it?!NO,u DIDNT!All u did was ta THROW me ard like some GOODS!Tok ta me when u like it,dun tok when u dun.i gave u a last chance but DID u cherish IT?!NO!U nv cherish the chances that i gave u but u threw me ard like some goods AGAIN!I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Been hell lots of days...o lv going ta finish liaox!yeah yeah yeah!!I've been pondering on sth..y does it always ends up this way...wad am i wrong abt..wad i did wrong..haix...i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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freAk dAY!
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Today,i downloaded the maple story....i frm morning download ta afternoon like tt...veri sickening..i veri patient so i waited and waited.....until 1 plus...99% liaox den my dad call my mum go downstairs take some freakingly idiotic fish tank!i was like so pissed lohx!my download nearly finish lohx..but i still went dwn....tt person was late lohx!i was like what the hell lahx!den i reached home..com on stand by....my download gone.......damn!man was i pissed!argh.........
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SUndaY
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Today at tkd class,i had ta go free sparring....ah!!guess hu my partner is?FANG YU!what the..!i had ta kick her and punch her manx!worst,i punched until her face!Our leg bone tt long long part connected..i feel no pain...but she was howling for help..on the floor....saded..scare i brk her leg later..
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Tuesday(o lv ss paper)
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
Todae we had o lv ss paper...lucky switzerland came out!!thank god manx!!I'm nt gonna retain,nt gonna fail my O!i'm gonna prove it ta em tt i can go jc and do well for my O!i gonna move on without staying back for my education!I'm gonna go jc,uni den be a researcher!thus,i mux work veri veri hard!i gonna show em!show those a!!!seen mani ppl's true colours..haix..work hard!!luv ya!
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