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Sunday, December 12, 2004
Why did u asked mi out when u dun like me anymore?Do u think tt by extending the truth will help me?Help me in my prelims?Lemme tell u,ur wrong,damn wrong.Do u know tt everytime i see tt kind of reply,it hurt me.Did u remember hw mani times u sent me those type of msges?Everytime i sent u a msg,i was full of hope,trying ta cheer u up.Did u ever appreciate it?I dun pursue tt matter.When u asked me out,i was over the moon cos i tot tt everything is fine.I noe I'm a jinx,i brought u trouble everytime.Haf u ever considered hw i felt when i seems ta jinx u.Do u think i felt gd?It hurts me everytime.I'm nt blaming u or anything but I'm jux depressed tt even someone else noes,but nt me!I'm still in the dark,waiting for u ta save me frm the dark rm.Frm the darkness.But u nv came.I try ta brk through myself and u were nv trying ta help me or save me.I'm all by myself.All alone,fending for myself.Do u think i felt gd?Perhaps u felt bad too but at least tell me.Tell me wad u feel.I cant read minds.I cant read through ur mind.I noe i dun fit ur requirements but at least tell me right frm the start.Be truthful is all I wanted.All I want is the truth.Nth but the truth.I dun hate u at all.Seriously,i dun.I noe wad I'm.Nw tt it's all over,i still dun get it.Short pain is better den long pain.If u dun like me anymore in the first place,tell me so.No matter wad,I can take it.I'm always hopeful tt we can be like last time before we drifted apart.I keep asking myself wad did i do wrongly ta incur ur wrath,to treat me like this.I told u before tt if there's anything,jux tell me straight but hw long did it took u ta tell me the truth?5 months!5 damned months!Do u noe wad I'm going through the 5 months!?I was still kept in the dark.All alone.Fending for myself with no one ta save me.I was waiting for u,onli u.Bt u nv came.U nv came ta rescue me.Nv.................
you had me mesmerized @4:02 PM
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