Ytd O lvs finally ended..i'm free...I felt like a MORON!I gave chances ta ppl,all they did was ta throw it away and expect me ta gif it again,when i gave it again,they throw it away again!I DUN WAN ta be A LONER!I wan frens!I jux SOMEONE ta BE tHere when i ND eM!Someone i cld tok ta,someone hu cld share my joy and woes,someoe hu i can share my probs,someone hu can keep me accompany....I dun ask for much...I'm nt asking ta be famous,I'm nt asking ta be rich,ta be powerful,ta be influential..all i wan is a fren hu cld do those things.....all my frens are leaving me,one by one..i'm reverting ta my old self again-a loner.My best fren is gone.Everyone is great,smart,influential,extrovert.But I'm a BLOODY loner!True i had mani frens.....but I'm still a loner!Especially after graduation!It's me hu watch movie alone everytime..true i've frens hu cld watch with me but there are some movies they dun wanna watch!i laugh alone...u noe the scenario when i see ppl with frens,family sitting together laughing,smiling..while i'm there..all alone..laughing ta myself...playing with myself and no one came alone ta play with me..I dun wan this life!I dun wan ta be a loner!HU the HELL would uds wad i'm going through!Everyone has frens;great frens...All i wan is a fren hu cld do tt....I'm nt asking much......I cldnt share my joys and woes with my ex best fren cos....he doesnt support my decison at all!I dun wan ta be thrown ard like some unwanted goods..i dun wan ta be the center of attention,i jux wan a fren hu cld fulfil all those things tt i wan!He nv supports me even though he said he supports me..but deep in his heart,he doesnt...Y is tt so?concern like wad he said?i doubt it!he jux dislike it!MAnx,doesnt mean tt if he dislike it i mux dislike it too.I'M a HUMAN,nt a ROBOT!I've my own life ta live....I'm sick of ur manipulation......I nv gif u a chance?!Bloody hell,i gave u!i gave u mani mani chances but did u cherish it?!NO,u DIDNT!All u did was ta THROW me ard like some GOODS!Tok ta me when u like it,dun tok when u dun.i gave u a last chance but DID u cherish IT?!NO!U nv cherish the chances that i gave u but u threw me ard like some goods AGAIN!I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
