today..left eye kinda swollen a bit..den uh..felt realli realli sick and tired abt things bahx..o lvs coming..prac especially..later go get referral letter so go do braces cheaper..den uh..uh..lost 1 best fren..felt realli tired..always i'm at fault..my fault,my fault and my fault..he goes with kt,den go lohx,i gif up liaox..i veri tired alreadi..he nv even ask wad happened,always assume i'm tired all tt crap..it's me hu took the initiative ta ask him!but aww well,since things came ta this point,lost 1 best fren lohx..i cannot tolerate it anymore..i feel realli tired liaox....i gt take initative yet sae i nv..what the hell manx..but i'm nt gonna gif up!i'm gonna find another best fren!he's nt the onli wan i can find!meanwhile,i'm a loner again..haix..wadeva!always i took the initiative ta tok ta him,did he take it?tt time quarrel also,i TOOK the initiative ta tok ta him lohx..wadeva lahx..feel realli tired and sick of things liaox..since he mentioned abt giving up b4,den i gif up nw..can he uds hw i feel!?can he!?everyone supports me onli he doesn't in the things i do..sae wad concern,my foot ahx!eat shit lahx!all crap manx!gd fren no matter wad wun sae things like gif up wan lohx...feel so.......nth...i dun feel anything..jux feel kinda sad bahx...fren sae things like tt...best fren some more..haix..wadeva lahx...lov ya..