Today is a rather bad day i sae..um..had my chem class test and i dunnoe how ta do mani of the qns!!ahh!!die lahx!cham!!Den nvm lohx,after tt got class drill den i got see abt 2 of my frens look at bk when we aren't suppose ta do so!den i quite..perturb cos it's not fair ta those hu nv look at bk!Den i also dunnoe why the heck i like veri perturb.Kinda veri pissed off by their actions.i also dunnoe why i felt tt way cos it's their own matter but not mine.Haix..i think i'm going crazy.What if..i go crazy tml?or the day after tml?or..other days?what am i suppose ta do!?I jux feel veri..cramp..and everything in my mind is all fighting ta come out of my mind!I..feel like erupting!but..i nv..cos i dun wan..Again,i'm being labelled as being anti-social.Well,i nv took it ta heart cos i noe i'm anti social and also a loner.Alam kept like brainwashing me ta go jc.I wish ta go..but..what abt my frens?what if i cant cope?i wanna go University..but i'm scared tt i cant cope with jc life..and the studies..haix..once again,i feel so cold blooded.I'm colded blooded,void of any feelings...sigh..